Thursday, 19 April 2007

I'm so not in the mood today.

As most of you know, Eddie's grandpa passed away few days back. So, I went to Ipoh with my Pastor and his wife to visit the family.

By the way, if I'm not mistaken, this was my first trip to Ipoh. I would say, Ipoh is quite happening!! Of course, not as happening as KL and PJ. But Ipoh has two malls around. So much better than Seremban 'cause there's only one shopping mall in the whole town!! Depressing kan?!

Anyway, back to the story.

When we reached there, we had brunch then called Aunt Ruby for direction to the house. We were very unsure the way, so she offered to bring us in. And guess what, the stupid, depressing tree fell and crashed her car. The cause of it: Termites. The wind screen was broken. Sighs. Of all days, why today?!!! Thank God we called her a lil' later and she picked up her car a lil' later. What happen if she was in the car and the tree fell at the very moment? What happen we call her earlier?!?! Poor Auntie Ruby has to walk out to bring us in. Thank God it's only a few minutes walk to our car.

But, a funeral and the poor car on this day??!!! She must be so tired and stress, not to mention depressed and sad 'cause her car is only three years old!! I felt so sorry for her and did not know what to do but to keep smiling and hugged her.

When we were on the way to Ipoh, phone calls kept coming in, telling that my church friend's mom is not going to make it by tonight. She had cancer. The virus had spread to her bones and one side of her lung is not functioning, and the other of her lung is filled with water. *gasp!*

And more bad news (for me!!)...

When I just stepped down from the car, Bak text me telling me that our trials results were out today.

How wonderful??!!!! One after another. Like the sea wave that never end.

When I was having my nap just now, I was wondering, can there be more bad news later?!

My heart was crying out loud:"Oh God!! Stop!! Please stop!! All the bad news in a day?!! Gosh!! Enough!! Too much to contain."

And then I heard this tiny little voice, telling me that God is the strength of my heart!

What can I say?! Yes and Amen!!

Oh.. I so need chocolate now to hype myself again.. Thank God for chocolate!!!

Anyway, keep smiling and thank God for everything, for God has a purpose in everything. =)

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Has anyone read the news about Virginia Tech Massacre?!! If you haven't, read it now!!

Sighs.. I have nothing to say and felt very awfully, horribly, terribly bad and sorry for those who were involved in it. It gave me goosebumps when I read it and worse of all, they all died at my age?!!! It suddenly reminds me of my dear friend Shawn that passed away last year when he was only 19 years old too. Sighs.. It creeps me when I read the news.


And it brought me back to Shakespears' poem - Life's Brief Candle. How short, unexpected and fragile can life be. One shot with only one bullet or one unforeseen and very unfortunate accident could just take your life away!!!

......I don't know what to say...... I'm so speechless...... It grieved my heart when I hear things like that. Where is the sanity in this person?! It's so inhuman to be so cold!! It's so inhuman to just simply trigger the gun and shoot at someone. I'm sorry if I'd judged this person, but I'm really sorry and this is so unfair to those who were dead. Worse still, it's so unfair to those who died that has nothing to do this person.
Sighs......

So strong but yet so short, unexpected and fragile a life can be, and it is. All I can say is to live life to the fullest for God.

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