Saturday 20 March 2010
It's been a beautiful day. It was a beautiful morning. But it's never a day when I'm not tired or stressed.
I tried not making a big fuss out of everything. But no one seems to understand the frustration I'm going through. The things that I said, even the closest person to me in my life misinterpreted it and misunderstood it.
I've got so much work to do, yet so little time to finish them. I want to do my best in everything, but I can't seem to focus just for a minute to do it.
The due date for my assignment is approaching. The Easter Camp is just around the corner. Convention has yet for me to prepare and organise. Oh boy.. How am I to juggle all this things without screwing them up?
I miss my friends. I miss my family. I miss the life that was used to be so blissful and happy.
This year may be the most challenging year. But this will not come my way to rely completely myself in God. I can't do this alone. I've got only so much strength to do it. But I do believe that God is always here to strengthen me each day, He will give me new strength everyday. He will never put me in this situation for no reason. It IS time for me to learn responsibilities. To learn how to multitask. To complete everything in a given date and a given time. To learn to seek Him and to learn to talk to Him every moment of my life. And most importantly, to learn to be tolerant, patient and love the people who can be so irritating, annoying and agitating.
I will not give up, nor will I fret, for God is with me. His Love and His Grace are so abound in me. I will be able to do this, for "In Christ, ALL things are possible".
I proclaim every word that is come forth from the Word, that it shall all come to pass.
Y4:11 pm
