Friday 27 July 2007



Cannonball by Damien Rice



Pearl's emo larr.. sigh...
*sitting in the corner, emo and pouts*

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Y3:37 am

Thursday 26 July 2007

GAH...

My lappie just let me down!! *sniffs*

When I switch it on, everything just got stuck!! *sniffs*
Yalarr.. It's the viruses larr.. haihyorr... darn those arses that created viruses.. Like they have nothing better to do. Go spamming around and send viruses.. CIS!!! Damn stupid larr.. Get a life for goodness sake!!! sheeshhhh........

Now I have to go reformat it and install everything all over again. I despise reformatting 'cause all my files are inside!! My songs.... OMG!! My OC and One Tree Hill!!! Gah!!! Who jinx me wei!! I'm innocent!!! *sits in a corner and pouts*

Why?! Why it let me down at this very hour?! This very day?!! Ish!! Damn bodoh wei!!! HMPH!! GAHH!!!!!!

See larr.. I have to sneak around.. (Whisper: I'm using my brother's computer without permission.. sshhhh..........)

GAH!!!!

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Y4:26 pm


Pearl's contented. 'Cause she was able to stay at home the whole day yesterday and was a sleeping dragon. =) Pearl loves the stoning moment and OC-ing at home. Two more episodes to go ('cause I haven't finish downloading larr), then I'll finish all the seasons of The OC. :D And then back to One Tree Hill season 4. ;)

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Y3:16 am

Wednesday 25 July 2007

And Got Lost in Bukit Jalil *blushes*




Pearl has a great day today with Ruth and Ally and Stacie!!


After craving and have been talking about it for so long, today, Ruth, Ally and Pearl finally hit Ampang for....


*Jeng Jeng JENG!!*


*Drum rolls*




Yong Tau Fu!!!! haha...



So, when we were there, there are three yong tau fu restaurant next to each other.. The so-called nicest one didn't open. So, we went to the not so famous place for yong tau fu..


According to them, the food is.. okay larr.. But then again, it's the company.. =)


Later on, we all decided to hit Midvalley to have ICE-CREAM (yum yum) and also to meet up with my dear friend, which is also a good friend of Ruth- Stacie!! This woman right, sigh.. I didn't even know she came back from Tawau 2 weeks back.. And has enrolled in IMU now.. Sigh.. Never keep me updated. Sheesh...... But.. It was a good time.. We were all cam-whoring in McD! LOL!! What to do, our dear leng chai (I mean Ruth, by the way. She cut her hair. Before that, she looked like leng lui ang mo; now look like one leng chai ang mo. LOL!!) is leaving for Aussie, so must have some pictures to let her remember us. LOL!!


We left Midvalley and sent Stace back to Bukit Jalil, we met up with Ruth's cousin in IMU too.
When we want to go back, WE GOT LOST!! Yup!! We got lost in Bukit Jalil!! Well, can't blame us much. You see, Pearl's a pathetic dummy about directions. And my dear leng chai Ruth also don't know the way. We almost wanted to park at the Star LRT station and take the train back. LOL!!


But...... We're now back home in ONE piece.



Anyway,


Here's for my leng chai Ruth:
"It's been great hanging out with you today! Thank you for sending me home!! I'll definitely miss your company when you leave for Australia.. And of course, your original crappiness...
Hey, Let's go piercing!!! :P
Anyway, just want to let you know, even though you will be out of sight, but you wont be out of mind! So, I won't say goodbye, 'cause I know I'll DEFINITELY be seeing you again.
Take care!!! Hugz!!! =)"

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Y12:38 am

Monday 23 July 2007





Today is a perfectly wonderful day.


The moody sky, the crying clouds, the sound and the smell of the raindrops. Soothing the soul, it is. And I can barely wake up for church in the morning.


As I got into the car, looking up the sky, there I was, stoning, with my trusty i-Pod, listening to my favourite emo songs. Aahhhh... How wonderful can it be?!
(Well, except that I didn't have my coffee today. Or not, it'll be beyond perfect. But anyway, appreciates to what I have.. =) )

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Y1:02 am

Saturday 21 July 2007

Sigh... I seriously wonder which planet does this person come from?!!! Seriously!!! I feel like taking the screwdriver to screw him kaw kaw!! sheeeeeeeeessssssshhhhhhhhhhh........


So, here it is, we are throwing a surprise farewell party for Yvelyn today, 'cause this known-her-for-ten-years che is leaving for Canada on mid August. So definitely, we have to do something for her. And all please note, it's a.. SURPRISED farewell party alright.. Remember that, SURPRISED farewell party.


So, after being busy with all the preparation and informing everyone about the SURPRISED farewell party for the whole week. And here come this don't-know-which-planet-he-came-from creature just let the cat out of the bag!!! Of all people, he called Yvelyn. Why am I not surprised?!! Sigh...


When Yvelyn told us about the conversation, we were all smacking our forehead.
Yea, get ready to smack your forehead.



Unidentified planet creature: "(with the ah beng's tone) Hello, Yvelyn ar. You know there's a SURPRISED farewell party for you right. So are you coming ar??"


*Jaw Drops**


Yvelyn: "(Blurred) (Saw the cat came out of the bag) (Pretended) Ah, yea yea yea.. of course I'm coming."


Unidentified planet creature: "So what time ar?? 7pm or 8pm??"


*I smacked my forehead*


Yvelyn: "Eerrr... You were saying it's a SURPRISED farewell party for me right. Why you call me?!! You should call the organizer what!!!!!! (Disappointed) (Wanted to kick his ass)"


Unidentified planet creature: "Oh yea hor.. I should call Adrian horr... Sorry ar.. I didn't know you don't know..."


*Screaming inside*
*I smacked my forehead again & harder*


Unidentified planet creature: "Aiya.. Since you know aledy, I just let you know larr.. You know where is it?? It's at theAndrew Guan's place."


*I smacked my forehead even harder*
*Wanted to get a screwdriver n go to his house and screw him!!*


Yvelyn: "(Pissed off) Eh, you cannot let me feel a bit more surprise about it ar?!! Why must you go ruin it?!!! (Deep sigh.. Wondering how to act SURPRISED in front of us)"


Unidentified planet creature: "Then you act like you don't about it larr.. Okay larr.. Then I call Adrian larrr... So I see you tomorrow lar.."


.............................*toooooot*......................................



Oh my friggin' goodness, I tell you... Adrian, Andrew Guan and I were like... *Jaws drop* *Blink blink* *Blink harder* *Wanted to curse, but cannot curse. So smacked forehead*
And this stupid fella called Adrian nicely, (acted) telling Adrian that he'll bring the youths and give her the surprise. GAH!!!


Seriously!! Where does this creature come from??!!!!! So stupid wei!!!!! Sheesh......


All the hard work from everyone in the youth group and with our dear Pastor Stephen and Auntie Lorna helping us to cover everything just went *poof!* at this last minute... Gah!!!
So, here goes our SURPRISED farewell party..
Probably I should use the driller and DRILL that STUPID fella...


GAHHHH...............

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Y4:59 am

Friday 20 July 2007

by James Morrison




..I'm stoning......

..Again......

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Y4:25 am

Thursday 19 July 2007

(I think I'm having one now. =s)



Oh my gosh.. The banner's driving me crazy.. As in, really crazy..


As promised, Ally and I went to Midvalley to get some stuff for the banner. (Well, the banner is for a farewell party). We shopped everything and did everything and went home.


At first, I thought I was alright with the not-so-perfect straight lines. 'cause I don't really bother about it before. Sides, nothing is perfect.


So, when I decided to do some touch up 2 hours ago, I opened up the banner, everything just seems wrong. WRONG!! Salah!! Tak betul. Especially that alphabet "W", it just looks wrong from upside down, left and right.. WRONG!!
(Ally, it's NOT your fault at all. It was me. Of all a sudden I want things to be perfect. DON'T put the blame to yourself alright.. Whisper: I think I'm having OCD too..)


So, I just tear out the "W" and redo it. Or not it'll just look wrong. And it bugs me...


And after redoing the alphabet "W", I started putting PVA glue on top of the alphabets and sprinkled some glitters on it.


Okay, this is the most scary part. Last time (note: last time), when I trace anything with straight line, I CAN do it without a ruler. So, of course I was tracing my first alphabet without ruler. It turns out okay.


When I started doing the second alphabet, it went terribly WRONG. Seriously WRONG. The line just went all over the place. IT'S NOT STRAIGHT AT ALL!! From a thin line became a thick line. A supposed-to-be-a-straight-line became NOT straight.. It seems wrong. So wrong. (And that took me about half an hour to move on the third alphabet.)


So fine, maybe it was the alphabet, and I moved on the third one. It was wrong too!!! WAY WRONG!!! It's not straight!!! *pulling off my hair*


WHY?! WHY?!!!!


I did the three alphabets in ONE hour!! It's ONE FRIGGIN' HOUR kay.. Gggrrrrrr.......... And it's not finish yet!!!


This thing is really driving me crazy. I think the OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) is getting on me now.


Gah!!!


Why in the first place I promised people to do such a thing??!!!!


GAH!!!!

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Y5:04 am

Tuesday 17 July 2007

by Gwen Stefani




Wakin' up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it’s say
I guess I feel alright


But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in
It’s all over me
I'm lying here, in the dark
I’m watchin' you sleep, it hurts a lot


And all I know is
You’ve got to give me everything
And nothing less 'cause
You know I’d give you all of me


I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
'Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up 'til four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
But what have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right


All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don’t wanna lose the love I found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down
It’s not fair, how you are
I can’t be complete, can you give me more?


And all I know is
You’ve got to give me everything
And nothing less 'cause
You know I’d give you all of me


I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
'Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up 'til four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
But what have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right


Oh please, you know what I need (You know what I need)
Save all your lovin for me
We can’t escape the love
Give me everything that you have


And all I know is
You’ve got to give me everything
And nothing less 'cause
You know I’d give you all of me


I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
'Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up 'til four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
But what have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right

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Y3:33 am

Monday 16 July 2007

Dentists are EVIL... EVIL!!! EVIL!!!!!!!!!!

*sniffs*

Super PAIN.......

Super NUMB.......

*sniffs*

My poor mouth is swelling......

And I lose a tooth....

*Ouchhh....................*

I can't eat anything now... :'(

@#$%&!!!!!

Now I FULLY understand why most people hate the dentists so badly...

Coz....

Dentist are EVIL people... EVIL.............

Beware the dentists......

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Y4:59 pm


...by Ruth Tan Zhao Yen

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
- The Rainmaker by John Grisham
"Slowly, they stand and make their way to my end of the......"
(Scandal betul wei... LOL!!!)

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
- I can touch my dressing table!!! Of course larr.. It's just next to my bed..

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
- Some Taiwanese show.. So lame and crappy... -___-!!

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
- 3.00am??

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
- 3.04am.. haha... I'm good!!! :D

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
- The sound of the ceiling fan spinning..

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
- at 7.00pm for dinner.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
- The title.

9. What are you wearing?
- Super huge T-shirt and my sleeping shorts.. Comfy...

10. Did you dream last night?
- You can actually remember what you've dreamed?!!!

11. When did you last laugh?
- During dinner.

12. What are on the walls you are in?
- Nothing..

13. Seen anything weird lately?
- Yes.. And you just won't wanna know...

14. What do you think of this quiz?
- Stupid..

15. What is the last film you saw?
- Harry Porter & the Order of the Phoenix

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
- I'll buy over One Utama!!! haha...

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
- I'm tall so if you don't know me.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
- Time.

19. George Bush:
- President of the USA.. As what Ruth said.. Hope he's doing his job...

20. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
- Hmmm.... thinking real hard.... Hmmmmm..................

21. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
- Err....

22. You ever consider living abroad?
- YUP!!! You bet!!!

23. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
- "Well done, my good and faithful servant. Enter into my rest. Welcome HOME!!" (PEARL-y gates.. If you haven't notice.. :D)


I Tag:
1. Whoever..
2. ...is bored..
3. ...and..
4. ...want to..
5. ...do this..

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Y4:57 am


...by Ruth Tan Zhao Yen


1. How old will you be in 10 months?
- Erm... I dunno.... I can't do maths... :P

2. Do you think you will get married?
- I dunno.. It all depends on Daddy God...

3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months?
-3 months? Christmas? No wait.. Mooncake festival first!!! :D

4. Who was the last person to call you?
-Wait arr.. Lemme check... It was MOM!!

5. Play or Eat?
- Play AND eat.. :D

6. What were you doing at 12 a.m. last night?
- Stoning? Oh yea.. Was watching The OC season 4.

7. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
- Married and seperated.

8. When is the last time you saw your mom?
- 2 hours ago.

9. What happened at 11. a. m.?
- Was in church.. Backup singing for Andrew Chow aka munchkin.

10. Are you a social person?
- Hmmmmm... I think so.. but I can be anti social too..

11. What was the last thing you ate?
- Chocolate!

12. What’s your favourite ice cream?
- Gelato's Chocolate mint!

13. What is your favorite dessert?
- Lemme see.. Chocolate.. Chocolate mint ice cream.. Chocolate cheese cake.. Brownies.. Watermelon.. Honeydew.. bla bla bla..

14. How many glasses of water a day do you drink on average??
- Well, the doctor said must drink at least 8 glasses of water.. but hhmmm.. sometimes I drink more than that.. sometimes I don't.. so.. I dunno.. haha..

15. What do you drink in the morning?
- Water larr... (LOL!! So Malaysian..)

16. have u kiss someone be4?
- YUP!!! don't u wanna know who I kissed??? But too bad.. Ain't telling youu... la di dums~~~

17. Do you know how to play poker?
- Nope.. Chor dai di.. YES!!!

18. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
- FOOD and clothes...

19. Do you wear any jewelery 30/5?
- YEAP!!

20. Who is the funniest person you know?
- BENJI CHEAH!!! You should hear him crap.. Super drama and funny..
"No shit!! No shit!!"


21. which type of guy or gal tat u like the most?
- A person who can COMMUNICATE with me, trustworthy, good sense of humor...

22. Are u missing someone now??
- YUP!! I'm missing YOU!!

23. Do you have boyfriend or girlfriend ?
- You mean now?? Single but loving it!! :D

24. Do u hate someone ?
- Yea.. No.. Hmm.. Don't think so......

25. Are u love-ing someone now?
- YUP!!! I'm LOVING YOUUU............ yup.. YOU!!! eh.. don't look around larr.. It's you.. ;)

I tag:
1. Bak
2. Hobbes
3. Ben
4. Jillian
5. Whoever is bored...

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Y3:29 am


...by Ruth Tan Zhao Yen



10 things I LOVE...

  1. Daddy God!!
  2. Family
  3. Home sweet home
  4. My darling friends
  5. My room-Mirror, wardrobe, clothes, accessories..
  6. Laptop
  7. Music
  8. Shopping
  9. Chocolate
  10. FOODDDDDD................ *yum yum*



I tag:

  1. Bak
  2. Ben
  3. Jillian
  4. Kim
  5. And whoever that want to do this...

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Y3:11 am


Can someone bring my heart back?

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Y12:03 am

Friday 13 July 2007



Quando Quando Quando
by Micheal Buble & Nelly Furtado




A gloomy day, it is.


I was stoning...


I am stoning...


I'm still stoning...


And will be stoning...



This gloomy day is a perfect day for a stoner to stone, in front of her trusty lappie, fill the room with emo, stoning songs and a cup of coffee to complete the whole stoning moment.

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Y2:02 pm


(words & music by Dianne Warren)

I came across Kim's blog and found this really meaningful.

There’s some things that I regret
Some words I wish had gone unsaid
Some starts that had some better endings
Been some bad times I’ve been through
Damage I could not undo
Some things I wish I could do all all over again
But it don’t really matter
When life gets that much harder
It makes you that much stronger
Some pages turned, some bridges burned
But there were lessons learned


From every tear that had to fall from my eyes
From every day I wondered how I’d get through the night
From every change life has thrown me
I’m thankful for every break in my heart
I’m grateful for every scar
Some pages turned, some bridges burned
But there were lessons learned


There’s mistakes that I have made
Some chances I just threw away
Some roads I never should’ve taken
Been some signs I didn’t see
Hearts that I hurt needlessly
Some wounds that I wish I could have one more chance to mend
But it don’t make no difference
The past can’t be re-written
You get the life you’re given
Some pages turned, some bridges burned
But there were lessons learned


From every tear that had to fall from my eyes
From every day I wondered how I’d get through the night
From every change life has thrown me
I’m thankful for every breath in my heart
I’m grateful for every scar
Some pages turned, some bridges burned
But there were lessons learned


And all the things that break you
Are all the things that make you strong
You can’t change the past coz it’s gone
And you gotta just move on
It’s all lessons learned
Bridge with new changes:and all the things that break you
Are all the things that make you strong
You can’t change the past coz it’s gone
You just gotta move on
Because it’s all lessons learned

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Y1:04 pm

Thursday 12 July 2007

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Warning: This post contains all the cursing and the emoness that the blogger's having right now. And this may affects your feelings. And if you do want to continue reading it, the blogger carries no responsibility if you feel disturbed.


Argh!! I need ICE!!! Lots and lots of ICE!!!! Raining ICE!!! ICE to let me chill and cool down!!!


Seriously!!! What's wrong with her?! So irritating and annoying.. Keeps on grumping and nagging all the way like no body's business. Yea, she can do all the nagging she wants, but she's getting on my nerves.


First, she's so pissing off to see me bum around at home not doing anything, so she told me to get a job. Okay, I go get one, in Starbucks. And when I told her, then she just refused to let go there and work. WTH!!! What is her problem?! What's wrong working in Starbucks?!! Not like I'm working in the Pub or the Clubs or the Karaoke!!! It's Starbucks!!! The place where people make COFFEE and serve COFFEE!!! NOT SERVING ALCOHOL!!!! NOT DOING SOME DRUG DEALING!!! So, what is the problem with that working in Starbucks?!!! Ish!! Ish!! ISH!!!!!!


And now, I don't know what's got into her, she's ordering me around to do this, to do that. Hello?! I'm your daughter! Not your MAID!!! I do have my own life!! I don't need you to order me around. Okay, FINE!! I'll do it for you!!! Can't you just use a lil' manners like, please and thank you?!!! You've taught me that!! And now, you're the one NOT using it!!! Like crabs trying to teach the baby crabs how to walk straight, but they themselves can't even walk straight!!


@#$%^&*&^%$$@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



So annoying!
So irritating!
I NEED ICE!!!!!!!
And I want daddy......

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Y9:02 pm


I watched Harry Potter yesterday. Yup, it was yesterday. Fast leh.. 'cause dear BAK is always efficient when it comes to her favourite movie. ;)


And just to let you people know, i'm not a big fan of Harry Potter. In fact, I never watch Harry Potter in my life. Don't ask me why, I'm just not interested with it. (And I even spelled 'Potter' as 'Porter'. If I'm a fan of Harry Potter, I'll be an insult to them larr.. :P) So yea, this was my first time watching it. I went there, neither expecting nor preparing anything for it. Apparently, it is quite interesting. And the little Harry Potter who i used to see him in the advertisements, posters, books and magazines few years back has now turned into a HOT Harry Potter! *sizzles* LOL! Yea, i watched this movie is because of the hotness that i can drool over too. :D


So, before Harry Potter, Jillian n me drove to The Curve, met up with Bak (finally! After for so long) and Ally and Bak's friend, Sam (who also knows who Tubby and Sash are. So scarry right.. Such friggin' small world..). And headed to Cineleisure to get the tix and met up with Jing, and we headed to Italianese! Yes, Sam did a very good job of deciding where to eat FAST after knowing that the Pearl gets really cranky, grumpy and dangerous when she's hungry. And there, i met up more of Bak's friend, Steph and Josh and later on, Bryan, WENG, Ian and one more person showed up. So, basically, i'm out with Bak and gang yesterday. Talked n laughed from anything to everything.


"Jing, if you're reading this, i just want to let u know, u're an amusing person.. :D"


And of course, after MAKAN time, went to the theatre and get ourselves seated down as the movie started. The story.. I've mentioned it earlier.. It's really interesting. And I got lost.. Like really, really LOOSTTTTT.... I think Ally got a lil' irritated 'cause I was asking her questions and went "HUH?!" for a lot of times. And she starts to ignore me.. sniffs..


"Sowee Ally.. But u're watching it again. Hah!! :P"


So, if you're not a Harry Potter fan, I would like to assure you that it's really interesting. The story lines are really really fascinating. And I would also like to advice you that, if you know nothing at all (like 0%) about Harry Potter, go watched from the start. I don't think you'll make it in time for reading. So, just go watch the movie and have a rough idea of what Harry Potter is about, or not, you'll be like me, HUH??!!!!! And start irritating people around you.


Anyway, I love David Radcliffe......



Here's the synopsis for you..


......


"Go & watch it yourself. 'cause I don't wanna spoil it for you.. See.. I'm niceee..... ;)"

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Y4:06 pm

Tuesday 10 July 2007

I finally met up with Ruth today together with Ally in Midvalley.


And, I had the crappiest moment in my life with RUTH TAN ZHAO YEN!! I seriously wonder where did those crappy + lame stuff came from..


Hear this...


Pearl doesn't eat crab stick. Just to let you people know. And here's what Ruth said... (with her Aussie slang)


Ruth: "You don't eat crab stick? Why? 'cause you don't wanna get crappy..??"

This...


Ruth:"Don't worry.. It's not crab stick!! It's chicken!! Chicken won't make you lame.."


And this...


Ruth: "You only had a quarter of crab stick. You'll only get a quarter of crappiness."



-.-!!!



RUTH!! *sweats drop* Ruth...
It must be from Sydney... Ever since she came back from Sydney, she's been so crappy and lame that she hasn't been before.. But we bear with you quite well... :D


Anyway, Ally & I had a great time with you

And here's for YOU, Ruth Tan..

"I'm so glad that we met up. I love you so much and your crappy-ness.. I'll surely remember that.. I don't think I can ever forget that.. I haven't been hearing these for quite some time. We're so gonna hang out more often. Well, at least one more time before you leave alright. And the next round, Ally & I will bring you for piercing!! Okay fine.. Bring you go piercing in KLCC kay.. La di dums~~~ :P

Wurve ya lotsies!! Hugz.. =)"

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Y11:59 pm

Monday 9 July 2007

Leaving

It's not because of avoiding;


Even if...
It may not be the best way of all...



But......



It's one of the best of the best way
of letting go and moving on,

To start something new,



And...



Also to start all over again.

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Y5:11 am


Have you ever dated someone and you think that it'll work out but in the end of the day it just didn't seem to be possible?


Have you ever been to a situation that whenever this person just send you a text message of needing help, you'll just go and help?


Have you ever been to a situation that you love this person so much that you're too obsessed with this person, no matter how many errors and mistakes this person did, you can just forgive him?


Have you ever been in love with a person but this person has been hurting you continuously?


Have you ever been so angry and upset with the person you love and you felt like crying but the tears won't come out?


Have you ever been to a situation that you both did not work out but you still have to face each other even if you don't want to?


Have you ever been to a situation that you're just so sick of seeing this person already but this person still shows up?


Have you ever been to a situation that you're just fed up to facing him in an awkward situation that you just wanted to leave?


She's tired of missing and loving a person that he doesn't even think of her.
She's pissed that she just couldn't cry even if she really wants to.
She's sick of having heartache.
She's fed up of him appearing in front of her and the emergency messages.
She's tired, pissed and fed up of facing him.


She just want everything to be the way it was.
She just want to let go.
She just want to move on.
She doesn't want to lose a friend.
She doesn't want everything to turn complicated.


Now, she thinks, the best way is to leave. Not because she wants to avoid all these. She just want to move on and start all over again.


Maybe it's better off this way, that she leaves.

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Y3:55 am

Sunday 8 July 2007

After all the ranting and rotting at home and screaming n pulling my hair because of the boredom at home. I finally had quite a fruitful day since Thursday night onwards.



Thursday night - Practice for Sunday's worship session and two performance for Friday night.
(it was an accomplishment kay. We practiced 6 songs and came up wit TWO performances. TWO!! In a night!! :P *bragging* la di dumsss~~~~)



Friday night - FIDO(a Christian band from Australia)'s performance and ours. And had a short sermon with Pastor Larry. The host gotta do what the host gotta do! So, I didn't managed to have fellowship with the band after the service.



Saturday (07/07/07) - A super long day for me! And yet another fruitful and wonderful day..

Woke up at 7am just because I gotta go to my brother's school to take his darn report card. Sheesh.. Whoever came up with this system? So damn LAME!!!

And after that, headed STRAIGHT to church for music workshop which was conducted by FIDO!! (They're so damn friggin' FRIENDLY and NICE..)

Everything ended at almost 1pm. Went back home and headed back to church again for Children's Ministry.

And everything ended at about 6.30pm . Headed straight to meet up my friend-Dee Dee who was back from Aussie!! :D

Me & Dee Dee
*muackz*

Me, Dee Dee, Ai May & Siao Hui

Me, Dee Dee & Li Yee

Me, Dee Dee & San
(Bad lightings, the cafe has.. sheesh...)

But......

She'll be leaving next Sunday.. *sniffles sniffles sniffs* :(

So, here's for Dee......

To Dee!!
Take care alright!! I love the fellowship today! And will definitely be missing you.. =( Wurve ya lotsies!!! *Hugsies*




And now, the Pearl's gotta study for her exams for bible class tomorrow.. Sighz.. Here we go again...

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Y1:08 am

Thursday 5 July 2007

Boredom...

BoReDoM...

BOREDOM....


Someone please come n rescue me before I start rotting on the chair n die of boredom......

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Y5:50 pm


I was looking through Diane's blog and saw this. Since I'm too bored and have nothing better to do, so why not..

1) Name one person who made you smile last night
- As for the record, I don't seem to remember..

2) What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
- Sleeping =)

3) What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
- Was chatting with Tubby.

4) What was something that happened to you in 2006?
- I started A'Levels in Taylor's-the money sucker, rip off place.

5) What is the last thing you said aloud?
- "I'M BORED!!!!!!"

6) How many different things did you drink today?
- Sky juice, accidentally swallowed some tap water while showering (and almost got choked), n a cup of chocolate milk ;)

7) What color is your hairbrush?
- Brown.

8 ) What was the last thing you paid for?
- Nothing. Er... Don't remember...

9) Where were you last night?
- Sadly, at home in my room...

10) What color is your front door?
- Wood brown.

11) Where do you keep your change?
- Everywhere. I don't keep change, i just dump it everywhere in my bags

12) What is the weather like today?
- Hot n sunny!! Can almost burn down the houses!!

13) What is the best ice cream flavor?
- CHOCOLATE!!!!!!

14) What is something you are excited about?
- Going to China to visit daddy. And Ally's tagging along too!!

15) Do you want to cut your hair?
- YES!!! very much!!

16) Are you over the age of 25?
- I'm not even 20.. -.-

17) Do you talk a lot?
- YUP. Whenever the PearL is hyper or the PearL feels like ranting.

18 ) Do you watch The O.C.?
- Yup. But i still prefer One Tree Hill

19) Do you know anyone named Steven?
- Yes.

20) Do you make up your own words?
- Yup!!

21) Are you typically a jealous person?
- No. I'm happy with what I have and I appreciate everything I have. (Except for the cellphone.) So, what for jealous??

22) Name a friend whose name starts with the letter “A”
- Alison Kong!!

23) Name a friend whose name starts with the letter “K”
- Kael-Li!! & KIM!! haha.. i wanna name 2!! coz both of their names came into my mind at the same time!!

24) Who’s the 1st person on your received calls list?
- Someone from KDU..

25) Who did you receive a last text message from?
- Pastor Stephen. Telling me that I'll be having exams for my bible class.. *sniffs* gotta study again..

26) Do you chew on your straws?
- Yup!! Chewing straws is FUN!!! :D

27) Do you have curly hair?
- Nope. I have super darn straight hair......

28 ) Where is the next place you’re going?
- To church, I guess...

29) Who is the rudest person in your life?
- Erm... Not nice to name it out. (If you think is you, then it's you...)

30) What is the last thing you ate?
- Bread.

31) Is marriage in your future?
- I think so......

32) What is the best movie you’ve seen in the past two weeks?
- Fantastic Four.

33) Is there anyone you like right now?
- Yep!! I like everyone. ;) In fact, I love everyone.

34) When was the last time you did the dishes?
- I wash dishes everytime I finish my meals...

35) Are you currently depressed?
- No...

36) Did you cry today?
- What for?? I'm moodless but i'm not sad..

37) Why did you answer and post this?
- Because I'm to BORED!!!!

38) Tag 5 people who would do this survey
- Anyone who's bored and has nothing better to do.

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Y4:48 pm

Wednesday 4 July 2007

beach . sand . sea . waves . sun . stars . moon . shooting stars . shades . bikini . hot surfers . beach ball . volleyball . sun bathing . swimming . bumming . stoning . alcohol . chardonnay . vodka . beer . wasted . chocolate . crabs . lobster . prawn . food . randoms . dance . sings . shouts . laughs . books . i Pod . pink . butterfly . laptop . cellphone . camera . pictures . mirror . bounce . blue . spondgebob . round round . Adam Levine . Johnny Depp . Brat Pitt . Micheal Buble . Bon Jovi . Adam Levine

*yawns*

I know. I was too bored. Posting random words n all. I seriously need to get a life. *yawns*

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Y12:48 am

Sunday 1 July 2007

okay, i'll be a lil' emo today.

xuxanna's leaving for aussie tomorrow.

well, most of you don't know her. she's quite new to my church, and has been here for less than a year. which i'm very much glad that she's actually quite open.

it's actually a regret that i did not able to know her more and to know her well. i felt so bad about it. i know that she'll be leaving but i didn't know that she'll be leaving tomorrow. it's tomorrow kay! it's like, so fast! i thought of throwing a party for her after my langkawi trip before she leaves! well, guess it's a little too late. and i've learn my lesson and learned it well. i'm so not gonna have this happen again. omg! the feelings of regrets. i don't know whether i'll be seeing her again. sigh, the feeling is killing me now.

but! thank God! there's something called technology. something called messenger, emails and text messages or maybe snail mail. so, guess it's not that bad after all. ;)

"have a safe trip and all the best for your future babe! *hugsies wugsies*"

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Y11:58 pm


Today is July 1st.


Hey! Today is July 1st!!! Carmen Lum
(known her since primary 1, and left since secondary 2 or maybe 3, and haven't been speaking to her for quite some time. Now, I seriously wonder if she still remembers me or not.. Hhmmm...) is coming back from UK today! Okay, how cool is that!


So, there'll be a lot of ber-bonding to do!! (Guess I'll just crash the party..)


I'm so glad that I'm having a holiday now.



And now, let us all welcome the second half of the year!! =)


In less than 6 months we'll be all celebrating Christmas!! I know, I'm a lil' mad now. Sorry about that. But Pearl is in her hyper mood now! Can't help it.. :D


Anyway, it's time for Pearl to sleep now.


Nights!!!

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