Wednesday 26 May 2010
He did it just for me?!!!!
That was the sweetest thing I have ever heard from him. I don't know what to say. I almost cried. It was too touched for me to hear that. Well, considering that he's always so cool, but he cooks, just for me. Considering that he's always got all the girls around him, but he still won't let the girls get on him, just for me?????
Considering that he doesn't believe in fairytale and love story, besides God's love, he agreed that he too fell in love??????? with me???????????
Considering that he doesn't like talking about it, unless I probe and poke him to say it, and he still did. And he said he did it just for me???????
On one side, I was shocked, speechless, couldn't believe what I've heard. (That's because he said it out loud, which he usually doesn't.) It's just unbelievable!
But on the other side, I was sooo touched, happy, and I just want that moment to be paused, let me savour every moment of it and then play. If I ever have a remote control to control my life, I'll definitely stop, rewind, play, over and over again. Obviously that doesn't happen for obvious reason.
Anyhoos..
HE DID IT JUST FOR ME!!!!!!! :)
Note to self: Treasure it and don't take things for granted.
Y10:46 am
Tuesday 25 May 2010
Cocopops ROCK!!! :D
Eat my cocopops, drink milk everyday
Drink milk everyday
Drink milk everyday
Eat my cocopops, drink milk everday
Then I'll grow grow grow!!!
:D
My mom will be so proud.
Y5:03 pm
Thursday 20 May 2010
Something to release some stress around here..
I'm quite addicted to this song and it's nostalgic at the same time! :)
Sugar Sugar from The Archies
Sugar, ah honey honey
You are my candy girl
And you've got me wanting you.
Honey, ah sugar sugar
You are my candy girl
And you've got me wanting you.
I just can't believe the loveliness of loving you
(I just can't believe it's true)
I just can't believe the one to love this feeling to
(I just can't believe it's true)
Ah sugar, ah honey honey
You are my candy girl
And you've got me wanting you.
Ah honey, ah sugar sugar
You are my candy girl
And you've got me wanting you.
When I kissed you, girl, I knew how sweet a kiss could be
(I know how sweet a kiss can be)
Like the summer sunshine pour your sweetness over me
(Pour your sweetness over me)
Sugar, pour a little sugar on it honey,
Pour a little sugar on it baby
I'm gonna make your life so sweet, yeah yeah yeah
Pour a little sugar on it oh yeah
Pour a little sugar on it honey,
Pour a little sugar on it baby
I'm gonna make your life so sweet, yeah yeah yeah
Pour a little sugar on it honey,
Ah sugar, ah honey honey
You are my candy girl
And you've got me wanting you
Oh honey, honey, sugar sugar
You are my candy girl
Y12:03 pm
Sunday 16 May 2010
Talk about total weirdness, I've been feeling that ALL day.
Last night, I got into a fight with Marcus. I was so sad. so, so sad. I did not know that I was sooo, flawed. talk about attitude problem. he actually pinpoint everything out, the things that no one knows or no one encountered that before or even if they do know about it, they wouldn't dare to even tell me about it. and yet, he's still so accommodating and still love me the same way. still so forgiving and embrace everything about me. goodness.. i really don't know what to say. touched, perhaps? I'm still searching for that adjective to describe my feeling.
Today. I had a super long day. it was a total long and weird day. I woke up at 9.30am for prayer meeting. it's at my house. i've got no choice. but it was a good decision to make, to pray in the beautiful morning, talking to God, pouring our burdens out. talking to God does make me feel better.
After prayer meeting, we went for brunch. I had this super awesome choc fudge cake. it's so unforgettable. it's so rich with chocolate and fudge all over the cake. i was like a glutton, swallowed everything up!
and yes, the weird part has come.
hhmmm... how do i start?
Today, in the late afternoon, I attended an engagement party. it was so weird! i think it's too lovey dovey to belief. too fairytale for me. too unrealistic. call me cynical. call me pessimistic. the whole relationship between them is just, TOO FAST! she went up to Burnie and they fell in love and in a month time they're ENGAGED?!!!!
not only that, the worst part has yet to come. this guy that i know, was about to date the already engaged girl. and now, he's seeing another girl, whom they just got closer in two weeks time and now he's telling me that he wants to go further than just friend. gee.. what in the world is going on now? not that i want to kill joy la.. but it's too FAKE for me to belief in such a thing.
relationships are getting weirder! i don't know what is real anymore. -.-!! or perhaps, it's just them. that they're ALL either desperate or complicated.
Y3:30 am
Monday 10 May 2010
‘Day 33: I serve God by serving others-
Do little things as if they were great thing, because God is watching.
"if you wait for perfect conditions, you will never get anything done" Ecclesiastes 11:4
“If you think you are too important to help someone in need, you are really a nobody" Galatians 6:3
“When you do good deeds, don’t try to showoff . If you do, you won't get a reward from your father in heaven" Mathew 6:1’
I stumbled across this very important message and a very important reminder to me on Facebook. And you know what’s the worst part of this, he’s actually a non-Christian and he’s reading this book called “Purpose Driven Life”. And he was the one that posted it on Facebook to remind me!
That very verses above really give me a one good slap on my face. That I should not rant and vent my frustration. Complain, which I do best. Taking things for granted and not knowing it until it’s almost gone. Putting all sorts of negative thought in my head and think God is not here. Underestimate what God can do for us.
Tsk tsk.. I am so ashamed. Really. So embarrassed. For being such a long Christian. Talking to people about faith. But I, myself, did not put faith in God. We think we are Christian for so long, that we know it all. But in fact, we DON’T!
But I really thank God. How He put people in my life. To keep reminding me and so assuring that He did NOT forget the things that I did for him. I really thank God that He has been so gracious, that He did NOT take all the things away from me to realize. But to put people in my life to remind me of the occasions that I am not alone. To continue to strengthen my faith in Him. To keep praising Him because He is the only One who deserves all glory. To be a living testimony to the people around us. To be the salt of the earth and the light of the light. To continue what Jesus had done. To be more Christ-like.
Lesson learned today: Don’t complain and don’t take things for granted!
Y5:54 pm
Sunday 9 May 2010
Pearl. Needs. A. Break!
Since Friday night until today, I think I seriously need a break! It's literally one after another and it's TOO MUCH for me to handle. :( Which I know I shouldn't because I've got assignments to finish and a presentation to prepare and on top of that, keeping up with my notes and my tutorials and lectures! :(
I was just thinking when I was having my nap just now, is it all worth it? because, this feeling of unappreciated is going to put me in a situation of regrets.
The mess. The clean up. The wrap up. Especially the cleaning part. Like I am some cleaning crew. I know I should not complain. but the feeling is really. Indescribable. Bad feeling altogether. I like doing things but not this way where I have to clean up the mess. Where nobody helps when they promised to do so. Definitely not this way. And I don't know how I did it last night with my housemate. I'm tired and I'm starting to regret. I am really not kidding.
Now, the question: Should I continue doing this? Or should I just give up everything that I have done? Tell me. What would you think if you're put in a situation just like mine?
Sigh. I think I should just sleep tonight and I'll start refreshed again. *with fingers cross*
Y9:21 pm
Wednesday 5 May 2010
Last night.
I had the awesomest night of my life. so far.
How I wish time could just stop,
to let me enjoy and savour that very moment of my favourite night.
How I wish I would never wake up to type this down.
So that I won't forget this most unforgettable night.
Y9:28 am
Tuesday 4 May 2010
Today. Gloomy. :( it's been drizzling the whole day. It seems like the clouds is taking over the sky. The sun is unwelcoming. The blue sky is no longer blue and happy. So am I. unhappy. Not sure why though. I'm so sad that I can't even cook my egg properly. Epic fail. Now I understand when the cook is unhappy, you taste bad food. How emotions can take over everything that a human does. Bleh. I don't like this feeling. It has got to go away like. right about. NOW!
Go AWAY you sad feeling!
Y2:58 pm
Sunday 2 May 2010
Pearl. is. sad.
Y11:18 pm
