Friday, 29 June 2007
To stay? Or to leave?I'm so in dilemma right now. There's so many things spinning around my head right now. I still haven't decide whether to stay or to leave the country. I've done my surveys in and out of country. All the colleges and the universities that offer my course. Both in and out of the country have pros and both have cons.I have made a whole list why should I stay and why should I leave. And I found out that, why should I leave is 2/3 of why should I stay. So, obviously, the final results of my list is leaving, which is a good thing.But then again, if to leave, there's so many things that I will miss.Oh gosh, why does life is full of choices?!I'm such a paranoia. I'm always worried about something. Things like:What if I've chosen the wrong door?What if there's no turning back?What if I can't adapt that place?What if I get bullied?What if there's no one for me to bully?! (Lol!)What if I really like that place and never come back?Then, what about my mom?Sigh,Why does life is full of choices???So...To stay?Or to leave?!!!!!!Labels: Dilemma
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