Friday, 5 October 2007
Oh man! I'm so damn screwed up! I didn't go for my interview today!! I feel so sucky man!! I've been wanted to work in Starbucks but I've screwed it up all by MYSELF!! (Great job Pearl, wonderful job.. *snorts*) I've turned down TWO modeling agency which don't know called me up sudah berapa kali and now I just let the ONLY opportunity slipped through my hands. I'm so deserved to get knocked on the head, bang on the wall and some slaps on the face.
Well, I called them up, they said they'll reschedule the interview.. (yea right..) Sigh...... There's no one to blame but myself. See larr.. Never wanna grow up.. Masih so kiddish.. Still think daddy or mommy can help.. Few days ago daddy called up, he said he wants to cut HALF of my allowance and only God knows why!!!!!! No money.. No job.. How larr to hangout with kawans?!!! How to buy presents?! How to celebrate Christmas?! How to buy handbag?? How to buy heels?? How to buy ice cream?? Guess now I can only afford nasi lemak kosong.. :(Sigh.. There's always a lesson to learn.. But WHY MUST IT ALWAYS BE THE HARD WAY??!!!!!
So damn depressing wei... Wanted to cry but cannot cry.. Sendiri cari punya pasal how to cry?!! *sniffles* :'(
So, who wants to belanja me makan???
(No, it's not a question.. :P)
Labels: Rantings
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