People! Everything happens and seem to fall into place so perfectly than I'd ever expected.
First and foremost, Pearl wasn't accepted for Communications but Law. *sweat*
Secondly, she has confirmed that she's doing law now.
Why is everything so weird. But it seems like everything just fall in to place perfectly that I don't even have to worry now. Of course the ultimate worries is always whether I can get through my first year or not.
Well, most of you know, I wanted to do communications. I do thought of doing law, just that, I have not enough interest in it. As I gotta study and read a lot. Duh! And daddy loves and hopes that I do law. 'Cause you know, law is a more professional degree instead of mass communications. But I'm apperantly living in denial that I won't do law ('cause I'm quite lazy) and of course, law is hard to score la. I think it has been my calling after SPM. But I just IGNORE it. 'Cause, at first, after bumming for three months after SPM, I wanted to do diploma of mass communications. However, I ended up in A' Levels in a PRE-LAW class! *Sweat!* And after A' Levels, I thought I'll be doing my bachelor of communications. And after bumming for the whole half a year, thinking that I'll still be doing communications doesn't seem to open way for me but law. *sweat* If it's God's will, no one can escape it. I'm serious people, this law thing has been going on and on with me until I finish A' Levels.
It's not that I have no total interest in law, it's just that, I'm not very confident in things that I don't do so well. So, for sure, doing easy things has more confident then doing the harder things. But, it'll be a great challenge for me. People that do law, inspire me! LOL! And I don't want to just get through it like what I did to A'Levels, it's not very good thing as daddy will be paying about 200k for my course. It's a four years course by the way, and I'm doing the 1+3 twinning programme with University of Tasmania in Australia (Yes, the isolated small little island below Australia). Those are not easy money. Daddy works hard for my studies, so I MUST do well in my studies! I don't wanna fucked up. But thing is, I'm quite worried I'm not able to make it for the first year itself. Everything will be so new to me. As I didn't touch law at all in A' Levels. Most people claimed that it's better not to know anything at all than to know something about law. But still, it's very freaky.
How irony, ally's always wanted to do law but ended up in doing finance and me, always wanted to do communications but ended up doing law. But then again, on the bright side, it's a professional degree, after that, I can still go into industries or corporate companies even I don't wanna practice law. And people respect me for doing law then doing communications. Which means, I can still go in to mass communications after law! I'm actually very excited that I'll be starting uni soon. Actually, I can't wait to start uni! And I'll be leaving in a year! Fyi, Tasmania is a pretty place!!! You may come to Tassy and visit me though! :D Accomodation, you may come crash with me. Just bring your sleeping bag. hehe.. =)
This time all I want is you There is no one else Who can take your place This time you burned me with your eyes You see past all the lies You take it all away
I've seen it all And it's never enough It keeps leaving me needing you
Take me away Take me away I've got nothing left to say Just take me away
I try to make my way to you But still I feel so lost I don't know what else I can do
I've seen it all And it's never enough It keeps leaving me needing you
Take me away Take me away I've got nothing left to say Just take me away
Don't give up on me yet Don't forget who I am I know I'm not there yet But don't let me stay here alone
This time all I want is you There is no one else Who can take your place I've seen enough And it's never enough It keeps me leaving me needing you
Take me away Take me away I've got nothing left to say Just take me away
Take me away Take me away I've got nothing left to say Just take me away
Y11:04 pm
I'm officially stressed out and screwed up.
Life's hard when you've got to choose something that you can't make up your mind. Sometimes it's just hard to choose. You know, like when you're at the life and death decision. I'm kidding. It's not about that, I promise you. I'm perfectly fine. It's the uni stuff that's driving me crazy now. I have no idea and I'm lost, with lots of crossroads in front of me, don't know which direction to go to. I'm so lost and confused. Time is runnin out! I have only a few more days to decide where and which direction to go.
Sometimes, I just wish that God will just give me the video and watch what is it about my life, then, I'll have not to predict or making decisions and have headaches all. Isn't that perfect?! Don't you think so???
But then again, God puts it that way for a specific reason. I might not know why, but I'll definitely know it soon.
But now, at this crucial moment of mine, "Daddy God, can you just give me some obvious hint ('cause Pearl is not very the smart in guessing) or show me some visions (as what the bible said, young men see vision, old men dream dreams. Me is young, so me shall see vision. Lol) of some part of my future??? Pearl is getting really tired now. Please, please send someone to me and just tell me what to do."
Y3:19 am
Thursday, 27 December 2007
Happy Boxing Day!
Hope everyone got what they'd wished for!! How time flies. In another 5 days, it'll be Thanksgiving Day and then it'll be the end of 2007 and the starting of the new year of 2008. This time flying thing is freaking me out. It means, I'm no more a teen, I have to be a little more mature, start carrying responsibilities and move on with my life, going after dreams, no more playing and fooling around like what I used and love to do back then. Sigh.. Growing up is so not easy. So much for hoping to grow up.
I had a great chat with daddy today during dinner. It's been a long, long time since we had that serious conversation. I'm glad that daddy now is not so much of pushing me like he always did when I was younger. I rather felt more like an adult when daddy says he's not going on and on nagging me about things, as he has now have seen that I'm all grown up and that I have my own thoughts and everything, but at the same time, it's rather freaky as I'm no more a baby girl of daddy. We even went on about getting married. Weird, I know. But it's rather interesting to have such conversations with him. LOL!
Eerrrrr.... I'm having mix feelings now.
Sometimes life can be quite frustrating though. Sigh.
Anyways, new year's near. There are lots to post about this year, I think you can go through my previous post to see what happened. New year resolution, I'll do it soon. But what I want to say is, this year was a blast for me. From family to friends to love to crushes to work. Then I'll be starting uni soon. Leaving the country in a year time. Another year, another begining of life. I hope everyone had a great time during this holiday!
Pwincess loves you people to bits of her heart. Everyone deserves a place in hers. And she hopes she is too! LOL! Happy Holiday to those who are having holidays. To those who are not, everyday is a good day.
*hugsies!*
Y1:54 am
Tuesday, 25 December 2007
All I want for Christmas is slow dancing in a burning room with John Mayer. Pweeseeeee.... *pouts and gives innocent stares*
It's not a silly little moment It's not the storm before the calm This is the deep and dyin breath of this love we've been workin on Can't seem to hold you like I want to so I can feel you in my arms Nobody's gonna come and save you we pulled to many false alarms
We're goin down and you can see it too We're goin down and you know that we're doomed my dear we're slow dancing in a burnin room
I was the one you always dreamed of you were the one i tried to draw how dare you say it's nothin to me baby, you're the only light I ever saw
I made the most of all the sadness you'd be a bitch cuz you can you try to hit me just hurt me so you leave me feelin dirty cuz you can't understand
We're goin down and you can see it too We're goin down and you know that we're doomed my dear we're slow dancing in a burnin room
Go cry about it why don't you Go cry about it why don't you Go cry about it why don't you my dear, we're slow dancin in a burnin room burnin room, burnin room don't you think we oughta know by now don't you think we shoulda learned somehow don't you think we oughta know by now don't you think we shoulda learned somehow don't you think we oughta know by now don't you think we shoulda learned somehow
People, this song is so sexy.. How could you resist???!!!!!
P/s: Can someone kidnap John Mayer for me, please...... *wishes real hard*
Merry Christmas and a Blessed New Year!!
Y4:47 pm
In another 8 minutes, it'll be Christmas!!
This year, Christmas will be quiet for me as there'll be no celebration in church. But, I'm able to spend more time with my family. After for so long, this year, daddy's back for Christmas!
Well, besides presents, shopping, Christmas tree, stars, reindeer etc etc, this wonderful day, the ultimate day of centuries after centuries, it's a celebration of my dear Jesus' birth. And that was the most beautiful, amazing and powerful Christmas gift that anyone could ever have. And I'm glad that Jesus was born into this world, so then I can meet up with Him one day in heaven.
And by the way, Christmas is not about Santa Claus and elves and reideers landing on the rooftop, the big fat man named Santa went into your house through the chimney giving you presents. That is the worst thing that a human can actually made up to get u buying Christmas presents and keep the economic grow, thank you. Seriously, who came up with this kind of shit that wanna bluff small kids. sheesh! It's so irritating. As much as I love receiving presents, Santa Claus is a total bullshit! And if you're observant enough, rearrange the word S.A.N.T.A. Do you see it - it's S.A.T.A.N. I'm not being religious, I'm just telling the truth. I hope you see the light.
So! It's 12am now!
Merry CHRISTmas!
(Not X-mas)
And Christmas is about CHRIST! NOT Santa! Thank you!
I'm back from camp! So glad to be home again, being able to lie on my bed and bum with my lappie. Oh yea! Yes! I've got back my lappie! Whee~~ But now, I gotta reinstall some stuff again. So malas larr.. Cis..
Camp was okay. Really relaxing, not so packed like what camp always is. More like a retreat for me. All I know was that, Genting was so cold! I was eating and still hungry and getting more hungry. LOL!
By the way, I wanna watch Alvin and the Chipmunks!! They're so cute! I remember watching the cartoon series when I was a kid. And yes, I love being a kid. At least I get to do childish things and not being labeled as childish. Hmph! Anyways, here's a christmas song from me and my favourite chipmunks to you! Enjoy!
The classic version
And..
The new version
Merry Chipmunk Christmas!!!
Y3:23 am
Wednesday, 19 December 2007
Whee~
Tomorrow's a public holiday. And and and... me is going for camp tomorrow. What about work, you must be thinking. Yes, i took leave and i don't care. And I'm going to stop working soon. There's only four more days left for me in Prudential. Fast eh..
The experience, so far so good. Get to meet all kinds of people. People who are nice. People who are not nice. People who take things for granted. People who bully. People who are quite wtf. Oops.. Sorry. It's my blog, i get to say whatever i want, whatever i can. Well, i'll miss the place and at the same time i'm quite sick of it. Please don't ask why. And I'd like to say, working, I'm still not ready for it. And i actually can't wait to enrol myself for my uni. And yes, again, i haven't enrol for my course yet. Daddy has been bugging me lately, so i'm quite stress at the moment. Thank God for camp, I can get away with it for a few days.
Working in KL is scary. I don't like it. IT'S VERY WTF!! And especially when you're super tall and hot *cough*like me*cough* attracts all kinds of people. I don't mind a hottie calling me, but a friggin' rempit and calls me "AH MOI!" or a friggin immigrant that stares at me or some unknown local malay goes "AH MOI, YOU BANYAK CANTIK OH!". Even the driver in the car looks at me but not the road. But, so far, there's no car accident, YET! lol! And one more thing, it has never change, THE PUBLIC TRANSPORT! For those who had taken the public transport here,they'd agree with me, if you wanna know so badly, i'll then tell you, it's SUPER DUPER WTF AND GROSS! Need i say more?!!!!!
But one thing about KL, there's a lot of food! Well, it depends which part of KL, for me, in Jalan Sultan Ismail or the streets around KLCC has lots of food. From local to western to Japanese to Korean, you name it, you got it. And I just realised, I'm always revolve with food. Since the place where i live, Kepong, kind of a foodland, my highschool, the whole Jalan Ipoh, food. My college, Subang Jaya SS15, food. My working place, food. My kawans! Food LOVERS!
I am so BLESSED!!! :D
P/S to these very important people: Jillian: come back soon, please??? Ally: i can't wait to see u tomorrow in camp! Bak: i miss shopping with u!!! Sash aka B1: I'm so upset, coz u're taken and reserved so fast. But oh well, Panas is hot, so it's okay. =) Tubby: eh you! (eerrr.... i don't know why u're in the list.) Ruth: i can't wait for ur return!!!!!! we've got to berfeast soon!!! Synn: you are badly missed... Tasha: how is it going over there? met any hottie?? can import one back for me as christmas present??? pwweeeeseeeee.... *innocent smile* Jing: We've got to party!!! Amanda: Woman! When will i get my roti canai!! sigh.. Adeline: *hugs lin tightly* i'm ALWAYS here for you. Yvette: I'll miss having lunch with you.. *pouts* and have fun in Vancouver! Yvelyn: I can't wait for u come back! me wants to see whether u've improve. Er.. the standing without falling. =P
I love you people! *hearts* XOXO!
Y10:59 pm
Saturday, 15 December 2007
I Got It from My Mama by Will.i.am
Ladies… x3 Here we go
Baby where’d you get your body from? Tell me where’d you get your body from. Baby where’d you get your body from? Tell me where’d you get your body from. I got it from my mama x3 I got it got it got got it…
Baby where’d you get your body from? Tell me where’d you get your body from. Baby where’d you get your body from? Tell me where’d you get your body from. I got it from my mama x3 I got it got it…
Honey lookin good from her head to her toe. Beauty overload, body out of control. She twenty-four, she could be a model. So beautiful, also natural. Mommy lookin good from her head to her feet. She forty-four, but she still lookin sweet. And you can tell her daughter aint even at her peak. Cause her mama lookin so hot, packin that heat. So be a good girl and thank your mama. She make me steamin like a sauna. Look out, look out, here she come now. Look out, look out, here she come.
Baby where’d you get your body from? Tell me where’d you get your body from. Baby where’d you get your body from? Tell me where’d you get your body from. I got it from my mama x3 I got it got it got got it…
Baby where’d you get your body from? Tell me where’d you get your body from. Baby where’d you get your body from? Tell me where’d you get your body from. I got it from my mama x3 I got it got it…
Girl, your beauty is a sensation. You sittin in, in a temptation. I never knew a girl could shine like a sun. You better thank your mama, cause girl, you the one. We should have a date of celebration. Celebratin god’s best creation. Girl you got a beautiful vibration. Everyday should be your birthday, hun. You make the guys all dumb. Maybe cause you’re blessed with the beautiful buns. Maybe cause your beauty keep the dudes on sprung, Wonderin just where you got that from.
Baby where’d you get your body from? Tell me where’d you get your body from. Baby where’d you get your body from? Tell me where’d you get your body from. I got it from my mama x3 I got it got it got got it…
Baby where’d you get your body from? Tell me where’d you get your body from. Baby where’d you get your body from? Tell me where’d you get your body from. You can tell all this right here, I got all this from my mama… All of this stuff right here, I got all this from my mama.
Ladies... x7 Here we go…
If the girl real fine, Nine times out of ten, She fine just like her mama
If the girl real pretty Nine times out of ten, She pretty like her mama
And if her mama real ugly, I guarantee ya she gon’ be ugly like her mama x2
If the girl real sexy, Nine times out of ten, She sexy like her mama.
If the girl real hot, Nine times out of ten, She hot just like her mama.
And if her mama real ugly, I guarantee ya she gon’ be ugly like her mama.
And if her mama real ugly, I guarantee ya she gon’ be ugly like her mama, like her mama…
Baby where’d you get your body from? Tell me where’d you get your body from. Baby where’d you get your body from? Tell me where’d you get your body from. You can tell all this right here, I got all this from my mama… All of this stuff right here, I got all this from my mama.
If you pretty, make some noise x3 Make some noise, make some noise.
Okay, there's way too much wtf things happened lately. The wtf things that i actually never thought that it'll happen and when it happened, it's really damn wtf and when i realized that it's so wtf, i'm like living in denial.. Denying the whole wtf-ness of it.
Bleh bleh..
I have no idea what am I talking about.
Bleh bleh bleh...
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Oh! By the way, I've sent my lappie for a repair. Yes, again. *snorts* I have no idea why. So called HP is good. *snorts*
If I'm overloaded, my next lappie will be iMac. HMPH!!
Since it's the last day of our trip, we decided to wake up early to get to the beach and by the pool before we leave.
The seaside..
Sand-castle!!!
Shades..
Bak is bringing sexy back!
Me is bringing fruity back!!! LOL!
And this time, we both bringing sexy back!
Bak.Ally.Pearl
Bak, Ally and Pearl
*hearts*
Sash..
The pwincess diva needs her beauty sleep.. LOL!!!
And that's all about it. It was an awesome trip. But somehow there's something missing to it. Which is our dear sash... *sniffles* I miss and love my sash loads...!!!!!
Weirdly, for this time, I woke up super EARLY in the morning while ally and bak were still snoring away. So, i got myself ready and went to the balcony and stone.. =)
After the two dearest got up, off we went to Berjaya Megamall (which is not very mega, they should go to kl and see.. :P) and we watched Bee Movie!!! =)
This is the view from the balcony
The pool
Our Home
Our favourite..
(Cards, coffee and home)
Kissy from us..
Ipanima!!!
Ally's on the roll for chor dai di!
(As least there's some cina in her..)
And the pwincess diva is badly defeated..
After movie, we had satay at Satay Zul. The satay there is a BOMB!!! You must must have it when u get there!!!
We were supposed to go to the night market after satay. Unfortunately, we couldn't get any cab. Sigh.. so we had to forgo and headed to the Vistana Hotel to get a cab to go back to our hotel.. :P
And we started camwhoring at the hotel. LOL!!
(This is only two of the many pictures.. :P)
When we got back,
I spotted this lil' fountain!!!
(whisper: I never see this fountain when i got there. *blushes*)
I am LOVED!!! =)
And then, I spotted a sesatbeca!!!
Leggies..
Bootay...
Vampy bite
(Everybody loves ally!!!)
Chardonnay... =)
That's all for now.. Stay tune for the last day!!! =) Much loves!!!
The seaside..
Sand-castle!!!
Shades..
Bak is bringing sexy back! 
And this time, we both bringing sexy back!
Bak.Ally.Pearl
Bak, Ally and Pearl
The pwincess diva needs her beauty sleep.. LOL!!!
This is the view from the balcony
The pool
Our Home
Our favourite..
Kissy from us..
Ipanima!!!
Ally's on the roll for chor dai di!
And the pwincess diva is badly defeated.. 
And we started camwhoring at the hotel. LOL!!
(This is only two of the many pictures.. :P) 
I spotted this lil' fountain!!!
I am LOVED!!! =)
And then, I spotted a sesat beca!!!
Leggies..
Bootay...
Vampy bite
(Everybody loves ally!!!)
Chardonnay... =)
The beach..
Me, Ally and Bak!
Pwincess loves ally-k!!!
And she loves Bak too!!!
Action speaks louder than words.. =)
Poser Ally-k
At the lobby...
At the restaurant in the hotel..
WATER!!!
The piano...
flippies!!!
The pianist..