I'm officially stressed out and screwed up.
Life's hard when you've got to choose something that you can't make up your mind. Sometimes it's just hard to choose. You know, like when you're at the life and death decision. I'm kidding. It's not about that, I promise you. I'm perfectly fine. It's the uni stuff that's driving me crazy now. I have no idea and I'm lost, with lots of crossroads in front of me, don't know which direction to go to. I'm so lost and confused. Time is runnin out! I have only a few more days to decide where and which direction to go.
Sometimes, I just wish that God will just give me the video and watch what is it about my life, then, I'll have not to predict or making decisions and have headaches all. Isn't that perfect?! Don't you think so???
But then again, God puts it that way for a specific reason. I might not know why, but I'll definitely know it soon.
But now, at this crucial moment of mine, "Daddy God, can you just give me some obvious hint ('cause Pearl is not very the smart in guessing) or show me some visions (as what the bible said, young men see vision, old men dream dreams. Me is young, so me shall see vision. Lol) of some part of my future??? Pearl is getting really tired now. Please, please send someone to me and just tell me what to do."