People! Everything happens and seem to fall into place so perfectly than I'd ever expected.

First and foremost, Pearl wasn't accepted for Communications but Law. *sweat*

Secondly, she has confirmed that she's doing law now.

Why is everything so weird. But it seems like everything just fall in to place perfectly that I don't even have to worry now. Of course the ultimate worries is always whether I can get through my first year or not.

Well, most of you know, I wanted to do communications. I do thought of doing law, just that, I have not enough interest in it. As I gotta study and read a lot. Duh! And daddy loves and hopes that I do law. 'Cause you know, law is a more professional degree instead of mass communications. But I'm apperantly living in denial that I won't do law ('cause I'm quite lazy) and of course, law is hard to score la. I think it has been my calling after SPM. But I just IGNORE it. 'Cause, at first, after bumming for three months after SPM, I wanted to do diploma of mass communications. However, I ended up in A' Levels in a PRE-LAW class! *Sweat!* And after A' Levels, I thought I'll be doing my bachelor of communications. And after bumming for the whole half a year, thinking that I'll still be doing communications doesn't seem to open way for me but law. *sweat* If it's God's will, no one can escape it. I'm serious people, this law thing has been going on and on with me until I finish A' Levels.

It's not that I have no total interest in law, it's just that, I'm not very confident in things that I don't do so well. So, for sure, doing easy things has more confident then doing the harder things. But, it'll be a great challenge for me. People that do law, inspire me! LOL! And I don't want to just get through it like what I did to A'Levels, it's not very good thing as daddy will be paying about 200k for my course. It's a four years course by the way, and I'm doing the 1+3 twinning programme with University of Tasmania in Australia (Yes, the isolated small little island below Australia). Those are not easy money. Daddy works hard for my studies, so I MUST do well in my studies! I don't wanna fucked up. But thing is, I'm quite worried I'm not able to make it for the first year itself. Everything will be so new to me. As I didn't touch law at all in A' Levels. Most people claimed that it's better not to know anything at all than to know something about law. But still, it's very freaky.

How irony, ally's always wanted to do law but ended up in doing finance and me, always wanted to do communications but ended up doing law. But then again, on the bright side, it's a professional degree, after that, I can still go into industries or corporate companies even I don't wanna practice law. And people respect me for doing law then doing communications. Which means, I can still go in to mass communications after law! I'm actually very excited that I'll be starting uni soon. Actually, I can't wait to start uni! And I'll be leaving in a year! Fyi, Tasmania is a pretty place!!! You may come to Tassy and visit me though! :D Accomodation, you may come crash with me. Just bring your sleeping bag. hehe.. =)

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