Sayin' I love you Is not the words I want to hear from you It's not that I want you Not to say it, but if you only knew How easy it would be to show me how you feel More than words is all you have to do to make it real Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me Cause I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two? More than words to show you feel That your love for me is real What would you say if I took those words away? Then you couldn't make things new Just by saying I love you More than words
Now that I've tried to talk to you and make you understand All you have to do is close your eyes And just reach out your hands and touch me Hold me close don't ever let me go More than words is all I ever needed you to show Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me Cause I'd already know
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust I've got my heart set on anywhere but here I'm staring down myself, counting up the years Steady hands, just take the wheel... And every glance is killing me Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead
Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere Yeah I know that everyone gets scared But I've become what I can't be, oh Stop and stare You start to wonder why you're here not there And you'd give anything to get what's fair But fair ain't what you really need Oh, can u see what I see
They're tryin to come back, all my senses push Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could... Steady feet, don't fail me now Gonna run till you can't walk But something pulls my focus out And I'm standing down...
Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere Yeah I know that everyone gets scared But I've become what I can't be Stop and stare You start to wonder why you're here not there And you'd give anything to get what's fair But fair ain't what you really need Oh, you don't need
What u need, what u need...
Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere Yeah I know that everyone gets scared But I've become what I can't be Oh, do u see what I see.
Y10:49 pm
Saturday, 19 January 2008
Good morning, people!
This is really weird. I woke up at 9 this morning while I can actually sleep in.
Anyways, here's something I wanted to show you. When I was on my way to the lecture theatre, I saw this (picture below), well, I know they're trying to be disabled friendly but it turned out rather.. Interesting and funny and lame and......
Yes, laugh out loud. Laugh all you want. Roll on floor laughing. Laugh your ass off. Whatever. 'Cause I, myself couldn't believe it either. This is the worst, lamest, most wtf planning ever, a campus can have. Fyi, the blue sign says "Bilik Stor". Which made my curiousity metre increased. So, I actually did try to open the door knob but it was locked 'cause I wanted to see what will they be putting inside. Oh! That would be the best place to play hide and seek!
And you know what, as the counselor was touring me and bak around, he proudly proclaimed that they have tonnes of space that they can just break down walls anytime and build more room. -___-!!
Erm.. One question, how great is that??!!!!!!
Y1:25 pm
As I was reading this book - The Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren. I was so encourage. It all talks about the reason we're on this earth for. And this poem really encouraged me- thank God for God!
You are who you are for a reason. You're part of an intricate plan. You're a precious and perfect unique design, Called God's special woman or man.
You looked like you look for a reason. Our God made no mistake. He knit you together within the womb, You're just what he wanted to make.
The parents you had were the ones he chose, And no matter how you may feel, They were custom-designed with God's plan in mind, And they bear the Master's seal.
No, that trauma you faced was no easy. And God wept that it hurt you so; But it was allowed to shape your heart So that into His likeness you'd grow.
You are who you are for a reason, You've been formed by the Master's rod. You are who you are, beloved, Because there is a God!
Russell Kelfer
Y2:51 am
Saturday, 12 January 2008
Someone Please Hold Me From Falling Again.
Y4:46 pm
Friday, 11 January 2008
Omg.. *melts* Polo Explorer is so damn hot and smexy (sexy to the max).. *melts*
Note to all guys: This cologne can kill all girls. Well, not kill. Let's say, attracts.
I'm not kidding! Guys, if you haven't own any cologne, you might want to consider to get this as your first cologne. The smell can melt the girls. Girls like me. *blushes* I know it sounds a bit wrong, go sniffing people around. LOL! But for me, HOT body or look attracts me. And then the smell. Well, what's the point if you have good looks and hot body but smells bad. I'll get so turn off kay! For example, I've met many hot people around but they smoke. Smoking SMELLS kay! And I hate people smoke! First, you think you're gonna die first?! Think AGAIN! People who don't smoke die first and it's all because of YOU! Secondly, smoking brings polution to the air. C'mon man, how much more you want people around you to get asthma?! Especially people who have sinus! Severe sinus due to unclean, poluted air can lead to asthma! Sinus is bad enough. What more asthma?!
Erm, how did I get there?
Anyways, *melts* Polo Explorer is so smexy.. I'm so in love with Polo Explorer. LOL!
When Will I See Your Face Again? by Jamie Scott and The Town
Here I Am, Everyday, Since You Said, You'd Come again, But It's Not Fair, Cos You're Not Here, I Wait In Vain, But Nothing Has Changed,
I'm A Flower, Soaking In The Rain, If I Could Wish One Thing, I'd Hear You Call My Name,
So When Will I See Your Face Again, When Will You Touch My Life Again, When Will I Breathe You In Again, I Think I Love You...Will I See Your Face Again?
Little Things, Like The Rain Coming, She Looked At Me A Certain Kind Of Way, Tell Me Girl, Where Are You Now, 'Cos I Don't Know How Much Longer I Can Wait,
I'm A Dreamer, Waiting For The Sun, When You're Coming In, I know My Life's Begun, Tell Me Girl...
When Will I See Your Face Again, When Will You Touch My Life Again, When Will I Breathe You In Again, I Think I Love You, Will I See Your Face Again?
You Know That All My Life I've Been Waiting, Waiting For Some, Someone Like You To Love Me, You Can't Come By Like An Angel, Into My Life, And Then Fly Away, Fly Away,
When Will I See Your Face Again? (I Wanna See You Once In My Life), When Will You Touch My Life Again? (I Wanna See You Twice In My Life), When Will I Breathe You In Again? I Think I Love You, Will I See Your Face Again?
When Will I See Your Face Again, My Friend? I Think I Love You I Think I Love You, Love You, Love You
Today was a bomb!! Erm, I mean yesterday was a BOMB!!!
Ruth's back home in Malaysia!! Woo-hoo!! Actually, she was back on the 1st. Finally, we managed to meet up today! :D Together gether with ally, lin and rae chen.
I have a wonderful story to share with you all about my dear ruth. LOL! This dear Ruth here, as you all know, she just came back from Sydney. Knowing today she'll meet up with us. So, she thought driving to Midvalley will be appropriate. And guess what, after she sent her dad off and pump petrol, Ruth got the wrong turning and she got LOST!!! LOL!! Oh, the best is yet to come. So she U-turn back and went to BHP for direstions. Again, she missed the turning and ended up in Brickfields! So, it's quite obvius now that she's really LOST! And guess where she head? hehehe...... Suspend a lil'.
A question for you. What will you do when u got lost? Me, I'll call. Or follow sign board, though the sign board here is quite wtf. And here's what Ruth did. You might actually wanna take the advice. She went to the POLICE STATION!!!!!!! Yes! The police station!! LOL!!!! It's so funny!!! I never thought of that!!! LMAO!!!
Okay. I better stop. Before Ruth Tan comes chasing me with a knife. =s
LOL!
Anyways, yesterday was a bomb! And we were such pigs mann!!! We went to D'lish. Then off to Oasis for Ikan Pari. Later on we went to Little Penang for desserts and we met Isaac there. Then we headed over to the Gardens and met the YC group in Italianese. Then, off we went to All stars for dinner!!!!!! Hooray for yummy food!!! BOO to raisins!! *shivers*
And I'm so so bloated now. My tummy is bulging out. Like some fat woman. Now, I'm so stone and so lazy to even move my arse 'cause my tummy is too heavy to be moved around. Think I'm gonna fast tomorrow. If that will so happen to me :P
Pictures will be uploaded soon, once Miss Ruth Tan send me the pictures.
I love you people! Thank you for making this day a memorable pig-out day! *hugsies!*
People, this boarding to overseas for uni ain't funny kay. One by one, they're leaving me behind. And everyone is in Melbourne!! What's so nice about Melbourne??!!!! Everyone just go there! It's like the another gathering place for Malaysians. Ish! It's so NOT funny! I'm so emo now! Jon should be arriving in Melbourne now. Choe is leaving for Melbourne later at 9pm. Today itself can already kill me. If I have emotional breakdown, it's all because of Melbourne! One by one sucking my friends over! Think Su Lin is leaving soon. For Melbourne also! And Calvin aka Uncle Michelin also! Gahh!!! Stop going to Melbourne! Come to Tassy with me!!!!!!
*Breathes in, breathes out*
I'm NOT going to let this ruin my start of uni. I shall be optimistic! I will see them all SOON! Yes, soon! I will press on!
Note to the people in Melbourne or going to Melbourne: When I'm in Tassy, you people will have to take turn and ship me (preferably by air) over to Melbourne! I'll bring my sleeping bag and bum at your place! Blek! :P
The first day for the undergraduate, she broke her nail early in the morning when she wanted to close her SLIDING door wardrobe after getting ready and head down stairs. And guess what, she thought she just broke her nail, but no, she broke it and it was BLEEDING! Yes! Bleeding. Gross it may sound, but all she knows was, the whole day she was permanently "shockaligm" or randomly went "sssssss". LOL!
Oh, by the way, that was me. LOL! Oh, is that a sign or something?!!! What does that mean then?! Why am I so prone to accident?! Sigh..
First day was not too bad. I've begun to accept my uni now. ('Cause there ARE hotties around). And FINALLY I see students around! And the students DO actually go to the cafeteria for food! And the food are cooked by the culinary students. No worries. The lecturers will test the food FIRST before serving us. So, we're quite saved. Hehe..
Oh! By the way, South Park is damn amusing!!!!!! I'm serious!! Everything revolves with this little fellow named, Cartman. It's super funny. Go to southparkzone.com to watch it yourself!
LOL! First day of uni, being entertain by South Park. Not too bad actually. Hehe.. Till then! xoxo
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Happy Birthday, Amanda!!! Congratulations! You've finally gotten your key of freedom! Love you loads babe!
And to Benji, Happy Birthday to you too!!! OMG! You've been around for more than a quarter of century! LOL! Just kidding. Please don't kill me. Hehe..
Anyways, to the BOTH of you, may Daddy God continue to pour down his richness of blessings upon you abundantly!!! Love you both much!! *hugs amanda and benji tightly*
Omg! People! You have got to watch Stardust!! Yes, I know I'm a lil' too outdated. But I was too busy for the last 2 months! And the last time I went to movie was in Kuantan watching Bee Movie. See.. Me is really busy! Me no lying! :P
Anyways, as I was saying, YOU HAVE GOT TO WATCH STARDUST! No, it's not cliche. Yes, it's adventurous and mysterious, and most importantly, it's FANTASY! I love fantasy, heroic, British accent movie. It's not so of the Disney, Disney fantasy. Aih, tell you what, just go watch. In fact, I've read the novel and I'm watching it again. *nods* It is that GOOD!
Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate.
A Message by George Carlin:
"The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.
We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.
We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.
We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.
We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.
These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...
Remember, spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.
Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.
Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is th e only treasur e you c an give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.
Remember, to say, 'I love you' to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.
Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.
Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.
AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."
George Carlin
Y11:48 pm
Today is the Wednesday already! wtf.. *sweats drop!*
Seriously people, why does time flies so fast? It's too FAST! Tomorrow I gotta wake up EARLY (not like I don't, but I prefer sleeping in) to get to uni for orientation. Ish! Celaka betul! *grumbles* Who came up with all this thing?? And here's what grace said,"Shitty no life people."
Blessed new year, everyone! A new year, a new start. And a new resolution.
While I was doing my resolution, the first thing I wrote was this:
I'll try to fulfill the resolution below.
And then I pause, looking back to last year, I can never fulfill my resolution. So, I don't bother doing it already. As what I see, whatever I plan never seem to work, BUT whatever God plans seem to go really smoothly. Eg, the communications and the law thing. It's rather freaky kay. So, I shall leave all this to God. And will see how God leads.
All I want is that, "God, may you assure me of whatever I do is your will. No matter how down I am, You will lift me up. I definitely can't do it with my own strength but Yours! And I do want to excel in my studies. And, Lord, my dream of going to Australia to study, may You please fulfill it."
So, blessed new year, everyone, again. May your new year resolution for this year is able to be fulfilled.
