Wednesday, 17 December 2008
You know how much I hate about betrayal. Having to date my (I have totally forgotten how he looks like) ex-boyfriend after I dumped him in less than 2 months. (I don't mind, by the way, you can have him). Oh wait, twisting stories behind my back. Backstabbing much! Trying to destroy my relationships with my friends. Trying to ruin my vacation. Oh! Giving hickies while we're on the same vacation, huh? WOW?! I'm just wondering what hit me with the anger and hatred. So much for being a "supportive" friend. I supposed, it has been my BIGGEST mistake having a friend like that. It has been my BIGGEST mistake for being so compromising. It has been my BIGGEST to endure such ridiculous thing. It has been my BIGGEST mistake to have it started in the first place. I have never met such innocent wannabe in my life, so "clever" in twisting stories of my life, while for the fact is, this person is dumb beyond dumb, the level of stupidity is infinity (thinking that she's OH-SO-"SMART"), and "smart" enough of not knowing the fact of being deceived by this monster beyond monster.
Putting aside anger, hatred and deception? Spread the love of Christ? Be forgiving? Right. Hypocrite much! Look who's talking here. If everyone can see what has been happening around, (especially for a person who has seen it from the start), and can judge themselves by just plain rationale and logic, why still fall for it or act dumb? Trying to proof me otherwise? I'm telling YOU, it's just pure lame and DUMB! DUMB!
For your information, I've gotten over it a long time ago. But this ruining my image and my best friend's reputation in college, twist and turn the fact and truth about me to my mutual friends have gone overboard. My patience has got it's own limit. And if you continue to give me and my best friend a hard time, crossing that boundary of patience and endurance, I'm telling you, you're messing with the wrong person. You haven't met my gang yet. If you're seeking for a death wish, I shall fulfill that for you and I am not kidding. You will really wish that you're dead instead of being alive.
Y6:30 pm
