Not a very welcoming year this year. Bleh.. I'm still trying to put myself back together. But you know.. Sometimes it's just too hard, especially when you're alone in your own room.. Knowing so much has happened, from trauma to tragic to emo.. Drama after drama.. It just gives you so much space for your mind to run wild. And it only happens during the late night where everyone will be sleeping, probably having some dreams and smiling all the way. I wanted to share with them, but being considerate and thoughtful of me, as always, (LOL! perasan much) how can I go ruin people's sweet dreams, no?And since I couldn't sleep, I decided to pack my bag. Yea.. I was TRYING to pack last night. ('Cause mommy hinted me that she's going to do some spot check on my bags and see how much I have done packing. OOPS! and DOUBLE OOPS! =S)And what's not to be surprised. I was wrestling with the bag, trying to push and shaft in all the clothes and the necessaries and that huge bag can't even fit in EVERYTHING! Stupid 4 season countries. (Note: I have only packed my winter clothes and the bag is already full!)
I REALLY DO NOT KNOW HOW TO PACK!
Countless times I have been repacking k!! I still have my shoes to pack, my pretty dresses, my summer clothes and my teddy bear! How HoW HOW??!!!!!! *teary eyes* I'm so frustrated! AND PACKING BRINGS INJURIES, I TELL YOU!!!
I accidentally scratched myself at the edge of the wall and then I was trying to balance myself, I hit my left knee on the floor. Now, I have a new bruise on my left knee and an about-2-inches long cut on my right knee.. *sniffles*PACKING SUCKS BIG TIME!!!!!!
*RAWR!*(Maybe someone should have a talk or a seminar on teaching us "How To Pack WISELY". That would be so much helpful. Just a thought for those who wants to make money.)