Thursday, 15 April 2010
YAY!
I'm so HAPPY today! Who would have known?! I passed one of my major assignment! And... the best part was, I not only passed it, I got a credit! whee~
okay okay.. Maybe some of you would have thought that I'm going to say I got a Distinction or a High Distinction. No. I'm not so greedy. In fact, I thought I was going to fail for this assignment. I did put in some effort in it. I may have not slept a few nights just to get it done. But, I procrastinated and gave up half way when I was not supposed to. And I think I didn't put enough effort in it. For me, getting a Credit is a miracle for me. Knowing that sometimes I do fail my assignment. Meh...
So, let me first thank God! YAY! He's done the miracle. Not so much of my strength. He gave me the brain to do it. I just didn't fully utilise the braincells that I have up there. Even if it was my strength, He gave me the strength to do it. Otherwise, I would have died halfway or fall sick and what's so and not. God did it. He showed me miracle when I needed it. In fact, He gave me miracle when I needed it most. I seriously thought I was going to fail. I prayed. I told God to give me a few more days for me to sleep and eat before collecting the paper. So I prayed this: God, please give me the peace to eat and the peace to sleep, and through this peace that you're going to give me, You'll let me know that I'm going to pass my assignment. Well, without me realising it, He did! I thought I was going to have sleepless night. I thought I was not able to eat properly. But He gave me the peace that I have not felt before. A different kind of feeling altogether. It's really hard to describe. You know.. It's like that you're going to pass, but it's the mind over matter thing - that you're going to do shit and won't pass, that sorta thing, but He gave you this peace to overcome the thoughts you have in your head.
He showed me that everything is possible for Him. He reminded me over and over again that I should not rely on my own strength but on His. He assured me that He is a God of Able and He does wonders and miracles, which sometimes I can't comprehend. He is AWESOME!
What more can I say? I fell sick on Sunday night. I was completely recovered on Monday afternoon. Hello? I'm talking about flu and sore throat and fever. This ailment takes days to recover, but I was completely healed overnight. He is truly a God, the God that has secured my salvation in heaven. :)
In short,
God is AWESOME! :D
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