fly like you've never flown before,

Sunday, 25 January 2009

Dear Daddy God,

I thank You for giving me such a wonderful uncle. The one and only that have took care of me and my family, especially the days when I needed a father. I am thankful, through thick and thin that my family went through, this lovely uncle of mine has never left us but helped us through our most difficult time in our lives. I am thankful that he is now saved with You!

Dear Lord, the doctors said that he might not be able to make it till Sunday. But, this day, dear Lord, before You take him home, I pray, by Your grace and mercy, that may You sustain his life for a few days or weeks until You think the day is best for him to leave. I know this is a very greedy wish, but at least let him get through the first few days of Chinese New Year where everyone, all the family members, relatives and friends who are on their way back be able to come to visit him before You take him away. Or at least, let his very own heart's desire be fulfilled before You take him home with You. I know, by faith, that You will perform miracles, as how You have healed the sick, raised the dead and cast out demons. As how You have answered all my prayers. In Your time, Lord. May it be in Your time. 'Cause only You know what is best for Your child.

Lastly, dear Lord, that may You continue to give him strength and peace in his heart. Fill him, Lord with Your love, the joy and the peace of God. May you cover him with the precious blood of Jesus from the top of his physical head to the tip of the toe of the spirit man. Send guardian angels to guard over him, and the room that he is staying now. I also pray, dear Lord, that the nurses will be alert and grant the doctors who are in charged the wisdom to treat him.

I commit everything into Your hand. My heart will not be troubled nor will I be afraid because as what you have promised me in Your word, the peace of God is with me (John 15:27). I claim every promises that You have given. Also, I thank You, Lord for friends who are always there to encourage me. May You bless them too!

In Jesus Name, I pray, Amen.

Labels: Personal

Y2:42 am

Sunday, 28 December 2008

Gives You Hell - The All-American Rejects

Gives You Hell

I wake up every evening, with a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place

And you're still probably working at a 9 to 5 pace
I wonder how bad that tastes

When you see my face hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

Now where's your picket fence love
And where's that shiny car,
And did it ever get you far

You've never seem so tense love
I've never seen you fall so hard,
Do you know where you are

And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where'd it all go wrong, the list goes on and on

And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well hope it gives you hell

Now you'll never see, what you've done to me
You can take back your memories they're no good to me
And he's here's all your lies,
You can look me in the eyes
With that sad sad look that you wear so well

When you see my face hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well hope it gives you hell

When you see my face hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song and you sing along oh you'll never tell
Then you're the fool, I'm just as well
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song I hope that it will give you hell
You can sing along I hope that it puts you through hell

Nyahahahhahahaha!!!!!!

Labels: Lyrics, Personal

Y8:41 pm

Wednesday, 17 September 2008

It can be really cool but at the same time, it can be creepy too that a song speaks everything that you've been wanting to say deep down inside your heart. You may find a few lines that may say what you wanted to say, but for the whole song is just freaky. :S

Warwick Avenue

When I get to Warwick Avenue
Meet me by the entrance of the tube
We can talk things over a little time
Promise me you wont step out of line

When I get to Warwick Avenue
Please drop the past and be true
Don't think we're okay
Just because I'm here
You hurt me bad but I won't shed a tear

I'm leaving you for the last time baby
You think you're loving
But you don't love me
I've been confused
Outta my mind lately
You think you're loving
But I want to be free
Baby you’ve hurt me

When I get to Warwick Avenue
We'll spend an hour but no more than two
Our only chance to speak once more
I showed you the answers, now here's the door

When I get to Warwick Avenue
I'll tell you baby that we're through

I'm leaving you for the last time baby
You think you're loving
But you don't love me
I've been confused
And outta my mind lately
You think you're loving
But you don't love me
I want to be free
Baby you've hurt me

All the days spent together
I wish for better
But I didn't want the train to come
Now it's departed, I'm broken hearted
Seems like we never started
All those days spent together
When I wished for better
And I didn't want the train to come
No, no

You think you're loving
But you don't love me
I want to be free
Baby you've hurt me
You don't love me
I want to be free
Baby you've hurt me

Duffy

Labels: Lyrics, Personal

Y2:01 am

Thursday, 4 September 2008

To state the obvious
I didn’t get my perfect fantasy
I realize you love yourself more than you could ever love me
So go and tell your friends that I'm obsessive and crazy
That’s fine I'll tell mine you’re gay
And by the way

I hate that stupid old pick up truck you never let me drive
You're a redneck heartbreak
Who’s really bad at lying
So watch me strike a match on all my wasted time
As far as I'm concerned you're just another picture to burn.

There's no time for tears
I'm just sitting here planning my revenge
There's nothing stopping me
From going out with all of your best friends.
And if you come around
Saying sorry to me
My daddy’s gonna show you how sorry you'll be

'Cause I hate that stupid old pick up truck you never let me drive
You're a redneck heartbreak
Who’s really bad at lying
So watch me strike a match on all my wasted time
As far as I'm concerned you're just another picture to burn.

And if you're missing me
You better keep it to yourself
Cuz coming back around here
Would be bad for your health

'Cause I hate that stupid old pick up truck you never let me drive
You're a redneck heartbreak
Who’s really bad at lying
So watch me strike a match on all my wasted time
In case you haven’t heard

I really really hate that stupid old pick up truck you never let me drive
You're a redneck heartbreak
Who’s really bad at lying
So watch me strike a match on all my wasted time
As far as I'm concerned you're just another picture to burn

Burn burn burn baby burn
Just another picture to burn
Baby burn

--Taylor Swift

Labels: Lyrics, Personal

Y9:41 pm

Sunday, 17 August 2008

Things have not been the same again,
After the day when we both have agreed to it.
Things have gotten different,
After the things that you said to me.

One thing for sure,
Is that I have already forgiven you.
I'm sorry myself too,
That things didn't work out well for us.
But after what happened,
We know and we learned,
Of how to deal things properly,
That we respond and not react to it.

One thing I didn't know is that,
I'm going to miss you,
The familiar smell of you,
The way you held me,
Of how you hugged me so tightly,
Cuddled me so preciously in your arms,
And the times when you kissed me.
I'm going to miss you,
Of how you looked at me,
The way you smiled at me,
Whispering things in my ear,
Holding my hands tightly,
And put them close to your heart,
I guess I will miss you.

Even during this time of break that we agreed on,
I pray that things will finally work out well,
That we both will be able to figure things out,
And make the decision which is mature and right.

But then again,
In many ways,
I guess I'm gonna miss you.

Labels: Personal

Y2:17 am

Saturday, 16 August 2008

People judging here, people judging there.

In many ways, I don't understand, why do people actually think things like that. Being all so judgmental and critical towards other people, passing comments about people which are not the definition of their own personality. No offense but then this whole people always and constantly judging people is bugging me. If they are actually that perfect and always right, why are they still doing here in this world? They should be God then. Who are they to judge anyway. Like what God says in the bible

"Judge not, less you shall be judged."

"Whatever you sow, you will reap."

There's even a saying in this world,

"What goes around comes around."

Well, if they really think that they're right, then, I would say, be careful! 'Cause you'll never know how it feels like when suddenly there's someone started blurting out and judging you from the inside to the outside, from the top down to the bottom until you couldn't take it anymore and you'll feel that SMALL. People who holds that ego high up are always people who have this insecurity in them and therefore they let it out on other people to defense theirselves. Well, I say, people who are always so high up will eventually FALL. Fall so badly until they can't even show face in front of people.

No one in this world is perfect. not even me. Everyone has their own flaws and this is why everyone is so different and special. God made us all in His own image, He is the ONE that created us the way He wants us to be, DO YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THAT? If you keep judging people, then I think you should judge God first for making them the way they are.

Labels: Personal, Pissed Off

Y5:48 pm

Friday, 11 July 2008

Fall To Pieces

I looked away
Then I looked back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today is the day
I pray that we make it through
Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you

You're the only one
I'd be with 'til the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms

And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you

Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means
Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything
Everything

I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it

And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
And I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you

--Avril Lavigne

Labels: Lyrics, Personal

Y10:04 pm

Monday, 2 June 2008

Have you ever wonder?
Why do people change?
Is it me who have changed?
Or is it the other way round?
Is it because we all have changed,
And then it seems like we don't know each other anymore,
Therefore we just ignore each other?
Then, is it for the better?
Or is it for the worse?

Labels: Personal

Y12:33 am

Sunday, 18 May 2008